the feelings I get

Enery since I walked into study hall, I've gotten a feeling that my name was in orbit. and trust me parinoid is not i my vocabulary. Side ways looks-not disrespectful or mallicious,but irritateing just the same. I really cant wait to scartch a lie to find a theif. I dont question who my friends are because their loyalty isn't in question. It's my newly found friends hwo should watch their steps, but dont worry no one here is worth getting expelled for. and I do mean expelled, the school I go to has a strict no fighting policy, btu never said we couldn't take it to the streets. Other than that tid bit of new, I feel that some good news should be in order sice that last paragraph was drippiing in the negative. I'm not hungary-good news, I'm pretty CONTENT as to how today is going, lunch is next period, and I have one more class before I can go home. Loving cher lloyd and her music, she just brings something new to the music industry.

headache

Today started off normal now its lunch and I have an undelveloped headache. I cant choose a song to listen to on top of the fact that I'm doing homework that I really have energy for. Its not a hunger headach because I tryed to eat but it just isn't getting me out of this funk. ugh I hope the rest of this day is better than right now, because I'm botu to lose my mind. Stressing about my grades as usual, probably is also a factor for my headache, but it sn't crippling me. This christmas isn't goig to be happy, honestly I might sleep through it.

Take it to the maxim

So far I've done three projects and have two left, on top of final exams, and homework. I need a break, but I know its coming up so I can possibile hold on just a liitle bit longer.

when is enough...enough

my grandpa brought me 16 dollars to pay for index cards, and bus fair. when I went to my moms job she waited until we left to say that I hurt her feeling because I didnt ask her if she needed anything, but I needed those items for school. Then she went on and on about it, and it was so annoying. I try so hard to the best daughter that I can be...I'm in a early college, Itryed to look for a job, I dont back talk, I dont do drugs, I dont have sex, and I just got the merit roll. Who would possible fing fault in all that? My mom can. I can totally understand why she's upset I mean she basically a single parent with two kids, but she always takes it out on me, then she starts crying.

living in the moment of family

Today my mother, brother, and I walked to my grannies house. now we've eaten breakfast.

frazzled

My teacher has me completely frazzled. In class I have an A plus...now she tells me that I have a C, what th ehell man I bust my ass twice as hard as any student, and in classI always raise my hand. eww teachers.

el dia de los muertos

Today unfortunatley was not the day that I had planned. My friend's dad died awhile ago and today the spanish class shared their dead relatives with an entire class. She and my other friend broke down, and other students made jokes. That kind of shitt really pisses me off and I hope their names dont become apart of my vocabulary. So right now I dedicate this story to anyone that has lost someone and has been made fun of because you broke down.

"I Have a Dream"

In class we were assigned to type an essay on Martin Luther Kings speech, but I been having a hard time. So today I'm going to intervention to finish it up. Dont get me wrong I love king, and all he stood for, but I have a lot of work to do.

feeling....amninous

Today, I had to walk all the way to Crouse Hall, and it was FAR. I left a note on this boy's desk for a friend, and the boy had thought that the guy behind him did it so he flipped out,and got kicked out of the room.

Tener ganas de...

Tengo ganas de extrovertida. Today I took a spanish test, and I rocked it!

feeling...typy

Today, I've been feeling off, but the only thing that has been running through my mind is the the song "Stand by me". This song makes me want to write stories, and read them. For all the people that I've been rude to today I formaly apologize. I beleive that my attitude is bad because, I have 2 projects, an dos much work that I DONT UNDERSTAND to do. My science teacher really believes that what she's teaching is easy...she's wrong. In math I'm in a group with people who are invailds and tis basically insulting.

weekend blues

Yesterday was a bad day, because my mother was yelling, and going on about things that weren't true, such as why I wake up early. I wake up early so I can take a shower and lay out my cloths for food, then she was tellign my granny about how much my lil brother and I eat, but on the weekends I don't even eat breakfeast at home, because I know that I'll eat at home.

school...my weakness

In study hall trying to study, but all I want to do is sleep. Just found out that I pulled an A on a packet. Now I have a packet over the weekend, story of my FRICKING LIFE.

omg moment

In class, listening to a presentation which has "asking all them questions" during the presentation. OMG. Before My friends, and I were doing the gumdan stop. LOL

To tired to think!

Today, I walked 8 hours at school, Then, I had to watch presentations. Later, I had to walk home, which is VERY far. When, I got home my mom wanted to go over my god-mom's house, and I said that I'd go. Now, I'm super bored and my only homework is to study, which dont get me wrong it's alot of work, but not too much. My friends think that I type like I'm writing an essay, so what do you think?

when it rains

Lately I've been reading a story called When it rains. This story is completely directed towards technology, so I read it. After, I finished for the first time I fell i love with the author. The man who wrote the story is dead now, but if he was alive I would defanitly read all of his books.

feeling my day

Just found out that I got a B on a project. Lookin around to all my hater's and waving a coat tail. Another, reason is my teacher(lang. arts) said that she liked the story that I'm writing. I think that this day is going well.

bench mark

Today I have early release, so I'm chosing to leave at 2:30pm. I love having the ability to leave school early- legally. Today I have an interview at the library,and I'm so exited. WISH ME LUCK.

classroom blues

Some times, I hate going to math class because, all the othe kids know the answers as if it were review, which for some people it is, but not me. I try really hard, but I never get it right. Recently I've been getting some help from other student and that seemed to be working until my math teacher began a new lessen. Then there's my language arts teacher, who gives us irrelevant homework, but I must admit that my essay skill need a little work. The students are cool and we all treat each other like family, so I can cope. The main problem is all the homework that I bring home, and all the walkking they treat us like Eqyptian slaves, without the straw. To end with a positive note, it really is a good school to be in, and I feel really lucky.

Contents of a dead mans pocket-my quote

The quote:There are three constants in life...change,choice, and principles.BY Stephen Covey.the reason why this quote relates to the story is because in the story Tom Beneck makes the choice to work at home whether than go out with his wife. Pos

The beginnings

Starting in a new school(Akron Early College).I love it.