Time to think

My trip to Washington D.C was interesting. True colors were shown, and Irritation was sparked. Coming home was a relief and I couldnt wait to face the reality that is my life. Accepting the fact that my life is constant change, is the only reason as to why I am so accepting of our move. Downsizing,relocating, and obligation are the main factors that drive my mother...even if she won't admit to it. I still have things to work on, but so far I only see the positve things that can coem out of this move. Looking at my little brother has changed my perspective of OUR situation. Honestly,it is amazing how a person can come into your life, flip it upside down, but he turns out to be the best thing for you and your chosen family. Realizing who and what I need in my life, will make me a stronger person. I will never be dependent on any human being, but I will be dependent on GOD. Ugh I wish people will stop telling me things that I already know. ttyl

I'm not just playing with your emotions, I'm damaging my own!

My personal life is above average, but my love life is anything but average.Honestly, I would have to get out a lot more for my love life to take any effect. A friend that I've known sense preschool and I, have been texting and talking but up until now I've only thought of him as a friend. At this moment he's a little bit peeved at me, because I keep dodging his questions, like a roger rabbit. Whenever I need someone to talk to about the latest crush or other things, he's always there, but now I have no one to really turn to but my blog and my inner self. Jumping in to a situation slowly, but surly has always been my approach, but how how does one go about a situation like mine. this isn't like chatting with a stranger and getting my flirt on, it's about a person who knows me like no other to the point where he can call me out on my b.s actually its kind of ironic how I try to hide how I feel, yet the same people who know me are the ones who keep pulling it out of me. Last time it was a boy whom of which I did crush on, and for an embarrassingly long time. Now I'm over it.