theft store shopping for houses

If Plato's Closet is the name brand theft store, then what is Craigslist? I will tell you that it is the everything wanted/need store. Cheesy but to the point. I found like 5 great places, cheap and awesome, but my being the picky woman that I know and love, dissected almost all of them from they're floors, carpets, wallpaper,and etc. I'm happy to move and if it makes my life easier hen I will just smile and nod. Laughing out loud.

All in a day's work

This morning, I was ready for work. I took the bus,listened to several conversations that absolutely nothing to do with me. Then, I walked into the library. I soon realized that I would be the only shelver today, so I pulled myself together, ate some chips, and got busy. Earlier, this same day I had a day-dream about a boy that I am friends with, but I just met him last school year. can you spell awkward, I can. In this dream I was a a swimming pool, and he helped me with my little brother, Gaige. When i was awake, the dream startled me because...actually I have no clue as to why it bothered me, but I was raised to believe that each and every dream, that a person has, has its own deeper meaning.

friends at work

Today my friend Billi is listening to my own version of white on the rise. But let me tell you of this morning, some girls were walking together and these girls were something else. Because one girl was walking fast while listening to music. This was a while ago, but now shes going to a new school it was nice knowing ya.

sounds like a personal problem

My house hold isn't the happiest, but I'm fighting to keep myself happy. That's the bottom.. Line

fix my heart

Lately, I haven't been feeling like myself. Ive been sad, depressed, anxious, ad will wond overall moody. My mind will often wander to a separate place,than where I am. It all starts at home:things are spiraling out of my control, my close family members are destroying the person that I have tried so hard to build. Work: is the only place i where can breathe, but I cant breathe without it. I feel so much pain and it hurts not to know why I feel so much negativity. My baby brother is an innocent, he hasn't. Had to suffer as much as I have, and I resent him for it. No, Ive never been touched or anything like that, but cant youbsee where my problem starts...I sure as hell cant. I pride myself on independence, but I depend on places to take me away. wanting, wanting, crying, I cant escape...I want to. I need a shrink who can make me happy again, fix my heart, and...take me away from the pain that has entered my life. Why do I feel like this? What I have I done so wrong that I cant be alone, to fix myself. I like solitude, I cant function without it.God I need you.

A long time coming

Ugh, I feel like a terrible writer because I've been neglecting my blog. But not to worry, my life is taking some some new turns and I want to document each moment. People who try to hurt me but only end up hurting themselves, I will say this. My mother didn't raise me ti be weak and dependent on people, personally I am stronger than most adults and I don't let family or friends cloud my judgement. Like water I seek my own level, and like he sun I light my own path. God is my saviour and only he will I give my praise. There are a lot of negative as well as positive things that explain who I am, but you wouldn't know that unless you took the time to read about my life.