Get In Where You Fit In

You know that feeling when your surrounded by a group of people, but you feel so alone. I'm looking around the room at each, and every face, but your the face I don't see. The face that haunts my dreams, the only person who knows me better than I know myself. Where are you? Like a ghost in the night, you fade with each passing moment, leaving me alone, and helpless. Where do I fit in? Am I a misfit? these question roam throughout my head day by day, and night by passing night. How is it that the people I call friends don't have anything in common with me but the same classes, and may be music. Words are the missing response to action., yet so many people do it. I crave to be around a group of people who won't judge, like to have fun, and just....get me. I'm not the shopping type, I don't like to complain about my parents or siblings...that's too personal. Sometimes separating myself from everything, and everyone is the only time that who I am isn't a play-by-play of someone else. Friendship should NOT be a competition, or charity work. If I want to hang out with you, that's just you, not your entire click. Where do I fit it? The person I used to be is fading, I can't find her, but when I look into your unyielding eyes I know where I should be....By your side, and no where else.

Dear No One

Dear  No One, I like being independent, not so much of an investment, no one to tell me what to do. I like being by myself, and entertaining someone else, no one to answer to...but sometimes I just want somebody to hold, someone to give me the jacket when I'm cold, we'll have that young love even when we're old. Yeah, sometimes I want to someone to hold my hand, pick me up, hold me close, and be my man, I will love you till the end. So if your out there, I swear to be good to you, but I'm done looking, for my future someone. Cause when the time is right, you'll be here, but for now I'm done looking. Dear No One, this is your love song. By Tori Kelley.